Tuesday, September 26, 2006
What a waste
Well here I am again. I can finally admit I have ultimitaly wasted the last 6-9 months of my life, perhaps more. No, lets just say in the past 9 months I have gotten nothing worthwile acomplished.
I have been plain sitting on my ass for the last six months. Here I am as Uesless as ever.
I keep wanting to go back in time to that perfect moment eleven months ago. If I could go back I could fix everything, but could I really?
I am just as unalbe to stay on task now as back then. I must be productive. At the very least I have removed the greatest distraction from my life, Computer Games. I will just replace that disctraction with another. First it was Television shows, and now Books. I suppose books are the best distraction, easy to control, but they are way to portable. They don't impact my sleeping at all though. If anything they help. Thats at least something.
I must somehow concentrate on finishing school. X, Y, Z and the other one must be completed. I have got to finish this thing then ESCAPE from Michigan. One thing at a time. Back to work on X.
I have been plain sitting on my ass for the last six months. Here I am as Uesless as ever.
I keep wanting to go back in time to that perfect moment eleven months ago. If I could go back I could fix everything, but could I really?
I am just as unalbe to stay on task now as back then. I must be productive. At the very least I have removed the greatest distraction from my life, Computer Games. I will just replace that disctraction with another. First it was Television shows, and now Books. I suppose books are the best distraction, easy to control, but they are way to portable. They don't impact my sleeping at all though. If anything they help. Thats at least something.
I must somehow concentrate on finishing school. X, Y, Z and the other one must be completed. I have got to finish this thing then ESCAPE from Michigan. One thing at a time. Back to work on X.
# posted by kosh @ 12:43 PM 
