Monday, October 31, 2005
Happiness
Yesterday, after I finished cleaning my car, I laid down on the grass, and looked up at the sky. Everything disappeared. I was a kid again, with no worries in the world. It was wonderful, I enjoyed the moment for a while. When I sat up everything came rushing back. I was an adult again, responsible for putting away the cleaning supplies, taking back cans to be recycled, and many other things. At least I can say that yesterday I was happy, if only for a little while.
It is so easy to destroy
With one movement of my fist I destroyed my laptop's 100 GB hard drive.
For the past year I have been using a 100 GB hard drive in my laptop instead of the 40 GB one that came with it.
I became angry at the computer's hard drive for responding so freaking slowly. So I hit it, right on the hard drive. Click, click, click, data gone. oops, how could I be so dumb? I realize It is my own fault but I am still not taking it very well. I am extreemely depressed. At least I made it into work today.
I am now using my computer in it's orignal configuration, with the 40GB hard drive.
What is even better is last night after that happened, I went to play Quake 4 for a little while, and I got a Blue Screen imdeatly.
Out of all the things I lost, I really only miss one file, My thesis outline, everything else is unimportant. I wish I had that file somewhere backed up. Sure there are other files that I would like but only one file that I really miss.
For the past year I have been using a 100 GB hard drive in my laptop instead of the 40 GB one that came with it.
I became angry at the computer's hard drive for responding so freaking slowly. So I hit it, right on the hard drive. Click, click, click, data gone. oops, how could I be so dumb? I realize It is my own fault but I am still not taking it very well. I am extreemely depressed. At least I made it into work today.
I am now using my computer in it's orignal configuration, with the 40GB hard drive.
What is even better is last night after that happened, I went to play Quake 4 for a little while, and I got a Blue Screen imdeatly.
Out of all the things I lost, I really only miss one file, My thesis outline, everything else is unimportant. I wish I had that file somewhere backed up. Sure there are other files that I would like but only one file that I really miss.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Dreams dissappering
I had another weird dream last night. It was about driving, and its mostly gone now, 40 min after I woke up. The only part I remember now is getting a flat tire where I just replaced it.
Monday, October 24, 2005
Chicago
Went to Chicago over the weekend via train. I enjoyed it. Big city life is so cool, everything within either walking distance or cheap public transportation. That is the basis of a good big city, New York, Paris, Chicago, those stand out in my mind.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Philadelphia
Well I went to my Phily for the weekend, it was a much needed break, I feel much more refreshed.
I still haven't been able to completly move my stuff around in my room, clean up basically.
I had another strange dream last night, Its gone now I remembered it when I woke up but now I can remember nothing except that it was strange. One of these days I will get to the blog before my dream dissappears.
I still haven't been able to completly move my stuff around in my room, clean up basically.
I had another strange dream last night, Its gone now I remembered it when I woke up but now I can remember nothing except that it was strange. One of these days I will get to the blog before my dream dissappears.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Why am I so useless
I try to do something usefull, like work. But I get distracted. Whenever I am around a computer I am unproductive. Yet I am a Computer Engineer. This doesn't seam like it is going to work out to well...
Blogs
Well I never thought I would be here, but here I am, more later gotta get back to work
