Wednesday, September 27, 2006
I feel like an addict
I feel like a drug addict trying to put his life back together after rehab.
Words cannot express how angry my brain is at my mouth.
I am unfeeling, not understanding, completly in the dark.
This is me.
The ritalin works. It works extreemly well the first time I take it during the day. It usually takes an hour before I feel the effects. After about 3 hours it seems to fade. Recent experiements are inclusive to continued same day dosages.
The last six months have been a gigantic waste of time.
I have many regrets. It is time to step forward and forget about regreting the past.
I can not change the past I can only change the future.
Words cannot express how angry my brain is at my mouth.
I am unfeeling, not understanding, completly in the dark.
This is me.
The ritalin works. It works extreemly well the first time I take it during the day. It usually takes an hour before I feel the effects. After about 3 hours it seems to fade. Recent experiements are inclusive to continued same day dosages.
The last six months have been a gigantic waste of time.
I have many regrets. It is time to step forward and forget about regreting the past.
I can not change the past I can only change the future.
# posted by kosh @ 5:35 PM 
